Saturday, February 7, 2015

Day 25: Oh the smell!

Day 25 is it? I am not even sure. The math says so, therefore it must be true. Anyhow, why am I posting today?

Met a guy I know and I could smell that he had just smoked quite a few cigarettes. The smell was quite strong. I noticed that I did not enjoy the smell. It left a bad aftertaste on my tongue. Compare this with about two weeks ago when I was at the studio and the smell of cigarette smoke had me typing here about a craving.

No craving any more. Closer to repulsion. Now that, I have to say, is new!

Perhaps there is something to this 21 day thing. Or maybe it is just the effect of the promise. Maybe both? Either way this is in a word: Brilliant.

Thursday, February 5, 2015

Day 23: Not much to say now

I have not been posting in a few days. To be honest, I have not felt like smoking at all. I feel perfectly fine without it. I feel like I have run out of things to say here because of this fact.... So I am done I guess?

Thank you promise.

Sunday, February 1, 2015

Day 20: My math is terrible

It's been a few days since I posted. Honestly I just forgot to do so. I almost never thought about smoking or felt any real cravings. This is interesting. It has taken less time than I expected to get to this point. This is good.

The only reason I am posting or remembered to post today was because my promise reminded me to. It's alright though. I've been clean the whole time that I did not post. No stolen puffs of smoke.

Not sure really how long I will keep posting. Tomorrow marks Day 21 I think. I sometimes feel like I have my counting wrong. I was told by one person that it takes 21 days and after that you're good. If that's the case I'm almost there baby!
Then again another person told me that it takes 21 days to get addicted and 42 days to get over it.
I'll chose my reality thanks.